more stuff I didn't need

and no, this isn't a rant about the consumerism of the holiday season.

top things I was worried about 3 days ago

• getting all my holiday crap baked
• getting M's presents made
• going back to work on Sunday
• getting a new job because my job sucks
• cleaning my house

top things I am worried about right now

• going back to work tomorrow
• getting a new job
• being an emotional wreck for the rest of my life because I am too anxious to enjoy it
• being crap around children for the rest of my life because I have quasi-PTSD issues surrounding children

so, as you can see, my priorities have taken a turn for the ... exceedingly melodramatic. and also shitty.

wheee!